MOMENTS WITH TOLU

Dear Tolulope Ayanfe, I call you Ayanfe not because I love the way it sounds but because it depicts the Father's love for you. I write to you today with so much love in my heart and gratitude to God for how far he has kept you till now. You are my favorite girl in the whole wide world. You are Abba’s girl. Sometimes I call you Abba’s spoilt brat…lol... Tolulope I write to you today, to thank you for allowing yourself to evolve, thank you for staying true to your becoming. I see your yearnings and hunger to please the Father. I see how you cry your heart out just to be at the center of His will. I hear your groaning to be part of what the Father is doing in this generation. I see how you ensure to consecrate yourself daily just be broken and be a useful vessel. How can I forget your sacrifices to ensuring you play your part in destiny? I know sometimes you don’t get it, sometimes you ask your self if you are truly aligned, but do you know what I love about you? You keep goin

He left me… yeah, you heard right, do I wish he never left? Yes, every time. He left me not because he didn’t love me enough, in fact, he loved me sincerely. He left me because he had no choice himself, I’m sure he fought hard to stay but then he had to surrender, he had to move to a better place called eternity. I’m just left with sweet memories of how he loved and how he cracks me up with his teases and handsome smiles with beautiful dimples. Gooosh …. I miss him so much. I met him sometimes around 2012, he was the best friend to my boyfriend at that time. He was really handsome, he had one of the brightest smiles and dimples I've seen. I saw the realness in his friendship with his friend, I saw his desire and hunger to succeed in life, I could perceive his quest for purity each time we have sincere conversations, he was super friendly with me, maybe because I was his friend's babe, but he always gave me attention and he would whine me a lot till I tear up from laughing s

Hunger is a popular word, even a baby can relate to what it means to be hungry.  Hunger sometimes brings out another side in people. I once had a friend, once she’s hungry, it’s quarrel o..lol… She made me realize how important hunger is. Once you are hungry, you will feel it, you would know it. Except you decide to just ignore the feeling especially when you are fasting When you are hungry, you just want to snack on anything, you just want that feeling subsided. You become aware of your mind and you know that you need to fill your stomach with food or snacks. Hunger is a great feeling and has saved a lot of people form health issues like ulcers. Hunger cannot only be attributed to food but also success and pursuit of the kingdom of God. Hunger pushes you to understand that there’s more and you can get more, it pushes you from your comfort zone. Just like when you are hungry for food, you immediately want to fill your stomach with food. Hunger is one of the top secrets to succe

I’ve been thinking for days on what to write, no inspiration at all, no thought is coming to mind, nothing guys, I mean nothing #sober. I’m just here sitting and saying to myself, “Tolu, you must show up anyway”. To add to my mood games, I woke up to a call that completely destabilized me. I started to ask myself what to do when words fail, when I’m sincerely blank and I’m not in the mood to write or do nothing, when my emotions are playing games with me, making me feel a particular way because of a mistake I made or because of something I didn’t do right. What should I do? Then, the Holy Spirit started to teach me the listed below; 1. Tolulope, you are not your mood, your mood is just a reflection of a particular situation you are in. When you get a call about something you are expecting, you would realize that your present mood would change to the mood of the news. And I’m like wawu.. so true,#smiling. 2. Trust Me (HOLY SPIRIT). I don’t give you inspirations at times because I