MOMENTS WITH TOLU

  Fam, aren't you all amazing? Thank you for all the love, feedbacks and comments on my previous post, I was really elated to read from you all. Thank you for your support and love, it is the fuel that keeps me going. My proposal came not as a surprise, at the same time it was not something I prepared for. I knew something was coming but I couldn't place it, I knew something would hit me that would change my life and cause a rapid shift to my becoming, but I didn't know how or when. In my last post, I mentioned how I started the year clueless without having an idea about how the year would unfold, I was just sure I had God and I knew He would definitely order my steps, I was certain I can't miss it anymore at this phase of my life. So, after I said my goodbyes, I knew it was time for me to embrace the new me knocking at the door of my becoming. I knew I was to accept the invitation, but I also felt I needed certain level of preparation to accept the invitation. One fate

Goodbyes are always hard, especially if it's something we love or someone we are used to. But sometimes it's the beginning of a new journey. I started January very blank, didn't know what to do or what to expect. I didn't have any goal, no expectation whatsoever. The only thing I was sure I had was God, family and friends. I didn't know how I was going to navigate through the year, I didn't know what to pray about or even prepare for. I was sincerely clueless but I had an open heart and I was sensitive to hear what the Spirit was telling me. I didn't even have prayer point to pray, I remember me telling God to put other people's burden in my heart so I could pray for them... Lol.. As the year unfolds, I was expectant, I knew I had baggages to drop, my business wasn't going as I expected, I had bills piling up, funds were not coming from no where, I knew something has to change but I didn't know what exactly. Then sometimes in February, I started

  Happy new month Fam.  How's your month starting out? Mine is starting on a very great note. I'm just so super excited. The energy I feel in this month feels like I'm just starting the year, I'm sure some of you can relate. I'm so excited about this second half, even more than I started the year. Some days back, I decided to go down the memory lane, I went back to some old pictures, I came across some old chats, Google photos did a great job to help me with this. I always ensure I back up my chats, I have chats as far back as 2017, I began to go through some of them. I had fun, I had a good laugh, I teared up with some memories. While going through some of my chats, I came across some things I had said to certain people, some promises I had made, some nasty things I had said. Some foolish conversations I've had.. Lol.. Goosh, I've been foolish oo but guess what, I saw my growth, I saw my becoming, I see how I've blossomed and still blossoming. I saw mom