MOMENTS WITH TOLU

  Hello Beautiful family, it's 2022... Whooosh, Happy New year... I know it's been like forever, so much has happened, so much gist to catch you up with, so many testimonies, so many mistakes,  lots of beautiful memories and most importantly , so many lessons. 2021 was indeed a year, a year I had to grow and mature fast and a year with so much lessons, yes, it was a tough year but that is how we grow, yeah? And we move. I know its a new year  and lots of people already have new year resolutions and the likes, the vision boarders have done their vision boards, prophecies have also gone ahead, I'm definitely not against all of these, but what is most important to me is YOU. What is your YOU goals, all of the results you want to achieve is based on who you are and who you become. Make your YOU growth a priority more than the results, the results you see in your life are proof of the growth and the inputs you have invested in your self. So make YOU important, YOU in your spir...

 Hey Fam, how have you all been? Trust you've been great, I know I've not been very consistent with my writing, I've been up to a lot and all happening at the same time. But I promise to do better. For a while now, I've been hearing the word "Show up", I even had to go back to my one of my writing "Just show up" and I asked myself, why should I go back to write about showing up but I realized that it is a message my brain must get used to. Some months back, I was privileged to be part of an amazing organization that has fast tracked my growth by 1000%. There was this particular day, we  were asked to meet for a physical meeting as against the usual virtual meeting we've been having, I didn't feel like it at all. I was too tired to leave my house but I told myself to try to go that I won't be long to come back home. When I got to the venue, I still didn't see the reason for me showing up, after like an hour, I didn't...

Dear Tolulope, I write to you today with humble admiration and with so much joy in my heart. I  am so thankful for  you. I'm so inspired by your growth. I'm just very thankful of you . God is indeed very kind to you. Remember, how you started the journey of awareness, remember how clueless you were? You had no idea of how the journey would look like but you chose hunger. I saw how you were so hungry for more. You just wanted more and you pursued with endless passion, perseverance and courage. I remember days when you almost gave up and then you would journal the experience and keep going. I saw how you trusted God like that was your last resort. You pursued him with reckless abandon and you chose Obedience over comfort. I am so proud of you Tolulope. I am writing to you today to tell you how pretty you are,  you are pretty not because you are beautiful you are pretty because you are aware of your existence and you daily live your life intentionally. Tolulope Ayanfe as you...

  Fam, aren't you all amazing? Thank you for all the love, feedbacks and comments on my previous post, I was really elated to read from you all. Thank you for your support and love, it is the fuel that keeps me going. My proposal came not as a surprise, at the same time it was not something I prepared for. I knew something was coming but I couldn't place it, I knew something would hit me that would change my life and cause a rapid shift to my becoming, but I didn't know how or when. In my last post, I mentioned how I started the year clueless without having an idea about how the year would unfold, I was just sure I had God and I knew He would definitely order my steps, I was certain I can't miss it anymore at this phase of my life. So, after I said my goodbyes, I knew it was time for me to embrace the new me knocking at the door of my becoming. I knew I was to accept the invitation, but I also felt I needed certain level of preparation to accept the invitation. One fate...

Goodbyes are always hard, especially if it's something we love or someone we are used to. But sometimes it's the beginning of a new journey. I started January very blank, didn't know what to do or what to expect. I didn't have any goal, no expectation whatsoever. The only thing I was sure I had was God, family and friends. I didn't know how I was going to navigate through the year, I didn't know what to pray about or even prepare for. I was sincerely clueless but I had an open heart and I was sensitive to hear what the Spirit was telling me. I didn't even have prayer point to pray, I remember me telling God to put other people's burden in my heart so I could pray for them... Lol.. As the year unfolds, I was expectant, I knew I had baggages to drop, my business wasn't going as I expected, I had bills piling up, funds were not coming from no where, I knew something has to change but I didn't know what exactly. Then sometimes in February, I started ...

  Happy new month Fam.  How's your month starting out? Mine is starting on a very great note. I'm just so super excited. The energy I feel in this month feels like I'm just starting the year, I'm sure some of you can relate. I'm so excited about this second half, even more than I started the year. Some days back, I decided to go down the memory lane, I went back to some old pictures, I came across some old chats, Google photos did a great job to help me with this. I always ensure I back up my chats, I have chats as far back as 2017, I began to go through some of them. I had fun, I had a good laugh, I teared up with some memories. While going through some of my chats, I came across some things I had said to certain people, some promises I had made, some nasty things I had said. Some foolish conversations I've had.. Lol.. Goosh, I've been foolish oo but guess what, I saw my growth, I saw my becoming, I see how I've blossomed and still blossoming. I saw mom...

  Hey fam💃💃💃💃💃 💃 It's really been Like forever... Who missed me??. Lol.. I missed me too. I couldn't wait to be back. I have a lot of gist to give you all. So many roller coaster moments.. Chai.. In all of it God gat me. He was really there.. He is still here. Now let's dive in.. My heart Transplant is one of my biggest miracle. God is so kind. I'm still in awe each time I remember this miracle. Some years years back, out of my curiosity to know why God decided to say to King David.. I've found a man after my heart and I decided to do a research and I found out that when a heart Transplant is done, the new recipient of the heart start to have the same emotions as the old recipient. They start to think same way, same emotions, same feelings, same vulnerability. The same Bible tell us that from the heart flows the issues of life. Fast forward to 2021, sometimes in February, I started another season in my life that was so stretching, I had to leave my family comp...